sc4ever

Knocked down by those I trusted Torn apart from those I loved Shattered into shards (like glass) This has to be my own fault My very own reason I never chose to lie to life To walk across a path not mine Lost among the trees (like leaves) Wondering what time is left Wondering who is left Pushed along with nothing to survive I thank you for giving me nothing Drive the knife into my heart (why don't you) Space the lines making me whole Throw away my whole Trying to get up again I don't survive my attempts Knocked down again (no one helps) Each time kills me more Each time loses me over again I hold no emotion towards you Em

Do you see me? A glass once whole Now broken into shards Pick up a piece Save it for yourself Control yourself Look into yourself Find what is true Take the pieces Use them against it Break the skin Stop the pain Watch the blood flow See what I see Show me what's real This is what it is I have all of this... This stress These emotions Conquer my fears Take away my soul Stop the cutting Stop the bleeding Stop all the pain This is my ending Do you see me?

on the day you left me i cleaned up my room and blasted the music so loud that it shook the ground i wanted to drown out the hurt but the louder i turned on the music the louder my pain yelled it so wanted to be heard and i threw everything around and broke too many things till my room was a bigger mess then when i started and i sat against the wall on the ground broken and crying my anguish out my heart swelling so much that it was stuck in my throat with all the old emotions that my memories pulled out for to me preview and review it's a private movie stuck on repeat airing just for me in my head the pain so hard and s